8/04/2008

I can hardly believe that is has been 8 weeks tomorrow since I took that dreaded walk into Shands at 6am. The most confusing walk I ever remember. The calmness and peace given by the Lord yet the worry and anticipation given by my earthly flesh. Where I have been over the last 8 weeks has been such a journey! However, my journey was not meant to end with the aneurysm. I am still struggling with where I am being led but I am positive my faith is being tested. My plan was to begin journaling about my aneurysm experience, not only for you bloggers but for myself. However, instead I find myself reaching out once again for prayers from you faithful warriors. I was told over the weekend I have tested positive for two skin melanomas. The good news is they caught it early, the bad news is I have now joined another club no one wants the invite to, the dreaded cancer club. It was deja vu to the aneurysm call as I was biopsed on Thursday and I received the call from the doctor at 7:21 on Friday night. As a reminder, I was contacted by my doctor about the aneurysm at 6:35 on a Friday night. I spent the weekend trying to awake from a nightmare, as the last 8 weeks have been. So, as I learn even more coping mechanisms I will be in touch via blogs. Hopefully, if nothing else, my blogs will touch someone out there and give me strength!

1 comment:

catwoman said...

holly and courtney so sorry to here about the melonomas with them catching it early they should be able to help you youall have been in our thoughts and in our prayers and will continue to be .i wish there was something i could do to help you its just not fair. think possitive and god bless you all love linda and donny arnold bowling green kentucky